||[Aug. 28th, 2005|02:35 am]
forever in debt to your priceless advice
rainy days usually are relaxing for me.
but today got me down.
felt very blocked or anti-social today.
usually my way of responding to stress.
not sure what was the cause.
sometimes I have some nerving dreams in my sleep that are very abstract.
no logic involved, I wake up feeling unsettled but don't know why. :\
I wanted to do something today but I was just too out of it and rested myself.
I want to goto a dance party, an 80s dance party!
And fighting time so hard I pray
that this moment lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still at least for me.
Through my eyes stare into me.
I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still.